As September rolls in kids go head back to school, summer ends and fall colors emerge.
For me a relationship is ending. This is ultimately a good thing. The relationship has fizzled out and all that remains is pain, anger, and hard feelings. Neither one of us has anything left to give. We tried for years; something was never quite right. We both deserve to find true love.
As much as I understand this needs to happen, it’s incredibly painful. The mundane planning of moving house leaves me feeling sick. Moving house at the best of times is a chore as you well know. I still have 2 months left in this house with him. We avoid each other; we’re never home at the same time. Stuck in this state of limbo we can’t quite move on until one of us moves.
As much as this may sound terrible, I do hold have incredible hope for my future. I am moving back to a place where I have friends. I will make my dreams of travel a reality. I plan to spend the next two years traveling to all those places I’ve always wanted to go. I will do it solo and as much as that scares me a little, the challenge is incredibly enticing! Portland, Oregon is up first!
Additionally, I will return to ballet class and return to my yoga classes. I will continue to nurse my knee injury but I will go to classes and love every minute of being among like-minded individuals.
I will also return to writing and the quest to develop a writing business. Even if it is only a part time endeavor; even if it doesn’t even get that far.
Yes this is the start of a new semester for me too. It just so happens my exams are right now. But they will all be over by Halloween.
To new beginnings.